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A Letter to the Ones I’ve Hurt…

I’m sorry I couldn’t be a better person to you. I’m sorry that my life sucked the life out of yours. I’m sorry that I ghosted you, abandoned you and took advantage of what you gave to me and who you were to me.

I’m sorry. I’m sorry I couldn’t be the person you needed me to be. I’m sorry I couldn’t be the light you needed. I’m sorry I couldn’t be everything you needed me to be because I couldn’t be that for myself. I couldn’t be the light, the savior, the healer, the present one.

I tried to give you what I couldn’t give myself. I loved you broken, hurt, disappointed, and lonely. I loved you off of the fumes that were left. I loved you empty and I’m sorry. Please forgive me. I couldn’t give to you what I couldn’t give myself…I’m sorry.

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