the reversing of what has been done; annulling.
Definition of reverse oneself
: to change one’s decision or opinion about something
After a candid conversation with my girl B.Reel, we put a name to the process we both have been going through. A simple word yet holds so much weight and brought a lot of clarity. In the current state of my life, my journey is called UNDOING. Yup, that’s right. UN DOING! It’s the process of reversing oneself. So I’m taking a closer look at some practices, behaviors, and situations that I’ve encountered and I’m like whoa ain’t no way I participated in some of this nonsense. Like damn what was I thinking?
Looking back at the space I was in, maybe it was necessary for that time. I was heavy into the people pleasing, fitting into the box, checking off the list, and making sure I honored people more than I honored myself. Sacrificing time, effort, talents, and gifts to push other people’s agendas all while ignoring my calling, purpose, and talents.
It wasn’t until 2021 when I finally decided to do me! Look out for me. Push my agenda, trust myself, and work on ALL THINGS MICAELA! Put me out there. Do what I love, figure out what I like and don’t like. Figure out what works for me and what doesn’t. It wasn’t until I made the conscious decision to give a fuck about me!
It wasn’t and still isn’t easy undoing years of learned behavior and practices. However, I have an amazing tribe that is helping me along the way. My spirit guides who I am forever grateful for Alis Monèt-The Spiritual Plugg, Zayne Spirit These divine spirits—my words are never enough to express gratitude for how they’ve opened my eyes. To my tribe—thank you for understanding, encouraging, pushing, and motivating me.
It’s not easy unlearning old habits and learning new ones. However, I am no longer afraid to stand in my truth and stand 10 toes down on my beliefs and my unpopular opinions. I am THAT I AM. And I’m finally okay with that. This is a never-ending process. Ain’t no stopping me now bay bay. I’m in it for the long haul…
P.S. i love you 💜
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Contact information for my spirit guides:
Alis Monèt The Spiritual Plugg