Journal Post, writing

Hard Day

Today was hard. This morning started off extremely rough. I didn’t get any sleep last night. I woke up exhausted of course, crying and just in a disarray. I managed to make it throughout the work day. Coming down from having an episode last night/this morning is always the toughest for me. I can’t put… Continue reading Hard Day

#love, Journal Post, Random, writing

Bobby Came Back

January 5, 2020, Bobby came back, but this time, he came back differently. I thought sure we were through. I dumped Bobby and I made sure to keep my distance. I found other ways to cope without him and dammit, ya girl was doing good. But that day, Bobby resurfaced and I couldn’t control myself.… Continue reading Bobby Came Back

Accountability, Journal Post, new chapter, Random, Self-image, writing

A Letter to the Ones I’ve Hurt…

I’m sorry I couldn’t be a better person to you. I’m sorry that my life sucked the life out of yours. I’m sorry that I ghosted you, abandoned you and took advantage of what you gave to me and who you were to me. I’m sorry. I’m sorry I couldn’t be the person you needed… Continue reading A Letter to the Ones I’ve Hurt…

Accountability, Journal Post, new chapter, Random, writing

That D*mn Accountability

ac·count·abil·i·ty | \ ə-ˌkau̇n-tə-ˈbi-lə-tē Definition of accountability : the quality or state of being accountable especially : an obligation or willingness to accept responsibility or to account for one's actions This is something I’ve unknowingly struggled with. Not knowing at the time that this was a thing for me. I masked it with other things… Continue reading That D*mn Accountability


All Black Men Aren’t Thugs

Black men aren't thugs Black men aren't thugs Black men are by far the smoothest brothers walking on this planet Some of the dopest, more intelligent men I know share my complex complexion. Black men are creatives, lovers, caregivers and takers. Black men are providers, humble and sometimes they are; our very home. Unfortunately though,… Continue reading All Black Men Aren’t Thugs