Journal Post, writing

Hard Day

Today was hard. This morning started off extremely rough. I didn’t get any sleep last night. I woke up exhausted of course, crying and just in a disarray. I managed to make it throughout the work day. Coming down from having an episode last night/this morning is always the toughest for me. I can’t put… Continue reading Hard Day

#love, Journal Post, Random, writing

Bobby Came Back

January 5, 2020, Bobby came back, but this time, he came back differently. I thought sure we were through. I dumped Bobby and I made sure to keep my distance. I found other ways to cope without him and dammit, ya girl was doing good. But that day, Bobby resurfaced and I couldn’t control myself.… Continue reading Bobby Came Back

Accountability, Journal Post, new chapter, Random, Self-image, writing

A Letter to the Ones I’ve Hurt…

I’m sorry I couldn’t be a better person to you. I’m sorry that my life sucked the life out of yours. I’m sorry that I ghosted you, abandoned you and took advantage of what you gave to me and who you were to me. I’m sorry. I’m sorry I couldn’t be the person you needed… Continue reading A Letter to the Ones I’ve Hurt…

Accountability, Journal Post, new chapter, Random, writing

That D*mn Accountability

ac·count·abil·i·ty | \ ə-ˌkau̇n-tə-ˈbi-lə-tē Definition of accountability : the quality or state of being accountable especially : an obligation or willingness to accept responsibility or to account for one's actions This is something I’ve unknowingly struggled with. Not knowing at the time that this was a thing for me. I masked it with other things… Continue reading That D*mn Accountability