Bobby came back when I least expected it, just like I thought he would. This time Bobby turned up! He came back super hard. It was April 14th 2020 at 2:19 pm. I was in a really dark place and I reached out to a fellow mentor for help. I was desperate for help, for… Continue reading Bobby 2.0
Today was hard. This morning started off extremely rough. I didn’t get any sleep last night. I woke up exhausted of course, crying and just in a disarray. I managed to make it throughout the work day. Coming down from having an episode last night/this morning is always the toughest for me. I can’t put… Continue reading Hard Day
January 5, 2020, Bobby came back, but this time, he came back differently. I thought sure we were through. I dumped Bobby and I made sure to keep my distance. I found other ways to cope without him and dammit, ya girl was doing good. But that day, Bobby resurfaced and I couldn’t control myself.… Continue reading Bobby Came Back
I don’t remember exactly when me and Bobby met, all I know is that we met and he never left. Bobby came in very subtle. He was very smooth and conniving. Yet, comforting in a way. Bobby became my safe place. See Bobby and I have a love hate relationship. Me and Bobby are inseparable.… Continue reading Bobby
I’m sorry I couldn’t be a better person to you. I’m sorry that my life sucked the life out of yours. I’m sorry that I ghosted you, abandoned you and took advantage of what you gave to me and who you were to me. I’m sorry. I’m sorry I couldn’t be the person you needed… Continue reading A Letter to the Ones I’ve Hurt…
ac·count·abil·i·ty | \ ə-ˌkau̇n-tə-ˈbi-lə-tē Definition of accountability : the quality or state of being accountable especially : an obligation or willingness to accept responsibility or to account for one's actions This is something I’ve unknowingly struggled with. Not knowing at the time that this was a thing for me. I masked it with other things… Continue reading That D*mn Accountability
It’s been two years since my last post. Since the last time I put my heart out there. Since the last time I told my truth, my story. Two years since I shut that part of my heart down. I gave up my love for writing. I gave up on the one life line I… Continue reading First Began
MLG-Micaela Living with Gratitude 