Bobby came back when I least expected it, just like I thought he would. This time Bobby turned up! He came back super hard. It was April 14th 2020 at 2:19 pm. I was in a really dark place and I reached out to a fellow mentor for help. I was desperate for help, for… Continue reading Bobby 2.0
Today was hard. This morning started off extremely rough. I didn’t get any sleep last night. I woke up exhausted of course, crying and just in a disarray. I managed to make it throughout the work day. Coming down from having an episode last night/this morning is always the toughest for me. I can’t put… Continue reading Hard Day
Last Monday was just... hard!
Not another one When will it end? Not another one.... That’s all I can think about as I’m staring at my computer trying to jot down all of my feelings and emotions and thoughts. This pain seems familiar These tears feel redundant Feels like I’m reliving 022713 again Except at the hands of someone else… Continue reading Not Another One
29May2019 I don’t wanna feel like this. I’m not supposed to feel like this. I thought I was pass this. Thoughts that consume my mind on today. I thought I had this depression thing under control. Like, naw girl, you don’t deal with it as much as you use to. Little did I know depression… Continue reading It’s Subtle…
I tried FOUR times! FOUR times I tried to STRIKE OUT! FOUR times I said "it's not worth it!" FOUR times I tried to play God and determine my own fate. STRIKE ONE: I was about 15 years old. I took 19 pills and said "this is it. What I've done I'm too ashamed. I've… Continue reading Can’t Strike Out
05September2018 I'm gonna let you guys into my brain for a quick second. **DISCLAIMER: READ AT YOUR OWN RISK TRANSPARENT POST!** Sitting in class, cannot concentrate at all. Unexpected news right before walking in. After an emotional day, waking up this morning was much better. To be hit with this news and having to sit… Continue reading Word Vomit 2