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Hard Day

Today was hard. This morning started off extremely rough. I didn’t get any sleep last night. I woke up exhausted of course, crying and just in a disarray. I managed to make it throughout the work day. Coming down from having an episode last night/this morning is always the toughest for me. I can’t put… Continue reading Hard Day

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Bobby Came Back

January 5, 2020, Bobby came back, but this time, he came back differently. I thought sure we were through. I dumped Bobby and I made sure to keep my distance. I found other ways to cope without him and dammit, ya girl was doing good. But that day, Bobby resurfaced and I couldn’t control myself.… Continue reading Bobby Came Back

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Not Another One

Not another one When will it end? Not another one.... That’s all I can think about as I’m staring at my computer trying to jot down all of my feelings and emotions and thoughts. This pain seems familiar These tears feel redundant Feels like I’m reliving 022713 again Except at the hands of someone else… Continue reading Not Another One

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It’s Subtle…

29May2019 I don’t wanna feel like this. I’m not supposed to feel like this. I thought I was pass this. Thoughts that consume my mind on today. I thought I had this depression thing under control. Like, naw girl, you don’t deal with it as much as you use to. Little did I know depression… Continue reading It’s Subtle…