Today was hard. This morning started off extremely rough. I didn’t get any sleep last night. I woke up exhausted of course, crying and just in a disarray. I managed to make it throughout the work day. Coming down from having an episode last night/this morning is always the toughest for me. I can’t put… Continue reading Hard Day
Tag: #depression
It’s Subtle…
29May2019 I don’t wanna feel like this. I’m not supposed to feel like this. I thought I was pass this. Thoughts that consume my mind on today. I thought I had this depression thing under control. Like, naw girl, you don’t deal with it as much as you use to. Little did I know depression… Continue reading It’s Subtle…
Can’t Strike Out
I tried FOUR times! FOUR times I tried to STRIKE OUT! FOUR times I said "it's not worth it!" FOUR times I tried to play God and determine my own fate. STRIKE ONE: I was about 15 years old. I took 19 pills and said "this is it. What I've done I'm too ashamed. I've… Continue reading Can’t Strike Out
Word Vomit 2
05September2018 I'm gonna let you guys into my brain for a quick second. **DISCLAIMER: READ AT YOUR OWN RISK TRANSPARENT POST!** Sitting in class, cannot concentrate at all. Unexpected news right before walking in. After an emotional day, waking up this morning was much better. To be hit with this news and having to sit… Continue reading Word Vomit 2