January 5, 2020, Bobby came back, but this time, he came back differently. I thought sure we were through. I dumped Bobby and I made sure to keep my distance. I found other ways to cope without him and dammit, ya girl was doing good. But that day, Bobby resurfaced and I couldn’t control myself.… Continue reading Bobby Came Back
I don’t remember exactly when me and Bobby met, all I know is that we met and he never left. Bobby came in very subtle. He was very smooth and conniving. Yet, comforting in a way. Bobby became my safe place. See Bobby and I have a love hate relationship. Me and Bobby are inseparable.… Continue reading Bobby
I’m sorry I couldn’t be a better person to you. I’m sorry that my life sucked the life out of yours. I’m sorry that I ghosted you, abandoned you and took advantage of what you gave to me and who you were to me. I’m sorry. I’m sorry I couldn’t be the person you needed… Continue reading A Letter to the Ones I’ve Hurt…
ac·count·abil·i·ty | \ ə-ˌkau̇n-tə-ˈbi-lə-tē Definition of accountability : the quality or state of being accountable especially : an obligation or willingness to accept responsibility or to account for one's actions This is something I’ve unknowingly struggled with. Not knowing at the time that this was a thing for me. I masked it with other things… Continue reading That D*mn Accountability
"Look at me, trying to fix everything My sister's situations, My brother's aggravations But it ain't for me to fix They gotta do it on their own I hope to inspire it, I been busy Holding in both my hands what cannot be held When you told me to give it to you Who cannot… Continue reading I’m Prettier
Post traumatic stress disorder:
A disorder in which a person has difficulty recovering after experiencing or witnessing a terrifying event.
The condition may last months or years, with triggers that can bring back memories of the trauma accompanied by intense emotional and physical reactions.
Rejection—it doesn’t carry that much weight anymore
I mean EVERYTHING to the Father! 💜 what an overwhelming feeling!
I needed to update my music library. So I added some new releases like HillSong:United, and Bethel Music: VICTORY. I typed in Steffany Gretzinger to see if she had any new music and came across an old album of hers called The Undoing. I only got through one song before coming across a song called… Continue reading The Pressure Is Off
Almost eight months ago, I left my job. Yes, you read it right. I left my 9-5 job. I'm not going to sugarcoat nothing in this blog. Super transparent blog. So yeah left my job in March of this year. I asked God, "Are you sure? Did I hear you right?" You know how you… Continue reading Whatchu Mean You Left?