Bobby came back when I least expected it, just like I thought he would. This time Bobby turned up! He came back super hard. It was April 14th 2020 at 2:19 pm. I was in a really dark place and I reached out to a fellow mentor for help. I was desperate for help, for… Continue reading Bobby 2.0
Today was hard. This morning started off extremely rough. I didn’t get any sleep last night. I woke up exhausted of course, crying and just in a disarray. I managed to make it throughout the work day. Coming down from having an episode last night/this morning is always the toughest for me. I can’t put… Continue reading Hard Day
January 5, 2020, Bobby came back, but this time, he came back differently. I thought sure we were through. I dumped Bobby and I made sure to keep my distance. I found other ways to cope without him and dammit, ya girl was doing good. But that day, Bobby resurfaced and I couldn’t control myself.… Continue reading Bobby Came Back
I don’t remember exactly when me and Bobby met, all I know is that we met and he never left. Bobby came in very subtle. He was very smooth and conniving. Yet, comforting in a way. Bobby became my safe place. See Bobby and I have a love hate relationship. Me and Bobby are inseparable.… Continue reading Bobby
29May2019 I don’t wanna feel like this. I’m not supposed to feel like this. I thought I was pass this. Thoughts that consume my mind on today. I thought I had this depression thing under control. Like, naw girl, you don’t deal with it as much as you use to. Little did I know depression… Continue reading It’s Subtle…
So today my emotions were all over the place. I’ve felt useless today, overwhelmed, disappointed, and lonely. My mind has been on 1000. I didn’t feel like myself with everything going on this week. So what I did was beat my face, put on my favorite sundress and ride out. Well I did that and… Continue reading 02May2019
heart beating fast annoyed anxious i so badly wanna cry but then I’ll have to explain my tears -anxiety
So many emotions Was I suppose to reach out? Or was I suppose to let fate decide -mistake mlg sometimes i stop myself from saying the words out loud as if leaving my mouth too often might wear them down -i love you Quote from the sun and her flowers by rupi kaur She once… Continue reading Word Vomit
**DISCLAIMER** I debated whether I wanted to post this. Went back and forth with myself. The purpose of this blog is to show transparency, give you a glimpse of what's on my mind and in my heart. So that includes the GOOD DAYS, THE NOT SO GOOD DAYS, AND THE BAD DAYS! Every post won't be peachy… Continue reading 29may2018 10:26 pm
MLG-Micaela Living with Gratitude 